I haven’t done much with my Mary Kay stuff. There’s really not much for me to do right now. I should get my kit tomorrow. I have currently lost some of that excitement, but I think that’s pretty normal. Once I get going and see how I do I may get a better idea of this is right for me.
While it would be nice to make this something that would provide me with more money I am not sure it is a career choice for me. I’m not the… I’m not sure what to call it, but not the girl who is all excited about finding others with looking pretty.
While I know teaching isn’t the best paying job and one that makes me happy all the time or loving it. I think that’s more my area or even genealogy as well. I think while teaching teens history could be suicide I think it is more of what I have a passion for.
I am not sure about this Mary Kay thing, but I promised to give it a try. I think after trying a bit and see what I can do then I will know. One of my co-workers did tell me she would buy from me after her trip because there was a product she loves and didn’t have a consultant.
My biggest thing is that I don’t think I have any… I don’t want to say pushy, but have the ability to sell someone to buy stuff from me. I tried my own small business, but it never worked out. I don’t want to assume that with this, but I don’t want to put too much into this and then fail again.
I also find it odd and this has nothing to do with my future careers, that I have like a country girl in me that rarely comes out. I only see this at random times. Like today, as I was driving to get food I pass two people on their horses. The girl waves very friendly at me, probably because I was driving slow pass them. I see people on horses and I wish I could ride one and feel that freedom. I know that feeling because when I was 12 I use to horseback ride. I found that to be a lot of fun until I feel off my horse and lost all the trust and ability to be daring on him.
It’s just so crazy all the things I want to do, wish I could do and never do.
